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Why can't you read between my lines Desperation holding on for life A shadow that was cast upon this earth What would you do if I went dark Would you try to reignite my spark Or leave my lying in the dark I can't feel my pain Numbed down from the excess I'm feeling strange Did I overdo it I won't love you It is for the best now There's nothing you can do Taken a such a young age Filling my mind with hate Melting pot inside my soul Falling from the cross Now I'm all alone and I'm lost With a bottle in hand I may just face the man That I am But it hurts so bad To look inside his eyes And it makes me sad So sad to see him die There once was

My destiny is torn and broke A life of lies the seeds I've sown Greatness resides where I can't be I don't want life just sleep eternally Forget the future It's foul and wrong The past no better Hatred burns strong Stronger than you'll ever know Stronger than can ever be shown Life is just a waste of time And I'm slowly losing my mind Fear Hate Death Fear life Hate my time Death sublime I don't know if I can live I've bleed too much Too much to give I want to sleep But that I can't It's torn from me by Every answer I've found Memory i have drowned Shackles that I thought were broke Were pieced together And now bind me stronger than ever

Sunshine and falling rain The blackening of the moon The forgotten pleasure of the pain Unto those that I have loved the most A heartfelt apology from me For giving you the slightest bit of hope Take me all away from this place Take me away in such disgrace A blackened heart can do no wrong To anyone but you That's the last thing I ever want to do My honor means little to me now The future of a frightened coward The honorable fool who knew too much The poor sad souls who dared to trust A bed right now would mean the world To sleep and lay to writhe and curl Eternal sleep ever slips my grasp How much longer do I have to last Is that a ligh

If you asked me why I died I tell you through my ghost Id empty evrything in front of my dehumanized soul it's taking all me away While I cannot turn back It's holing me here to stay Now my lifes going black Just surrender to the hate take another hit Surrender to the hate Die a little bit Seems I cannot love or be right with a a kick to the brain Heartfist you hit me all through the night and then you drove me insane take the light out of my life Take the light out of my life pour the poison down my throat Innocence will have to choke a while

A happy face can bring out the light No need to worry Nor struggle Nor fight A place i cant hold for too long Its true But one thing i want is to just be with you ~ But I cant I wont it hurts I know ~ You've got to see me for who i really am A worm trapped inside This shell of a man A bleeding sensation Has come over me And inside i scream I want to be free ~ But i cant I wont It hurts I know ~ My soul is broken My spirt has flown The world that i live in Is all that i know A place that i held So close to my heart But now i cant find it It's just too dark ~ The scars on my mind Scream out all this pain The scars that i hold Only this one to b

Chew it up Crush it down Take a break Become unbound A world of light A world of dreams For a short time It sets me free Light a smoke Take a breath Prolong the feeling Till my last breath You wanna have fun? You wanna go out? Just leave me in here And find love without I know that I can love Why cant this Just be enough To find you To stop my tears To release me From all my fear Fuck the time It rapes me slow With the bottle in hand I can take every blow Give me the strength Just to see another day Light on the candle To light me on my way I cant see the fire inside For too damn long I've been too blind But now i see The snake you are

As I fill my lungs with smoke again Kill another part of me Give me strength to take this in Give me strength to help me see What kills me What pains me What drains me Want's me to bleed For all those things I cannot finish Inject artificial bliss Take me to another world So I forget who I am what I am why I am this shell I scream I choke on my words as I bleed The silence is deafening I don't know how to be me

When the night comes To drag me away I fear for myself tonight I fear this is goodbye I haven't lived as full As I ever should have done I've wasted all my time And now my time has come Forever i remain by the side of darkness past Leaving only misery Only memories really last Taken away at too way too young The feeling chokes me now I have tried to live and fight But I still do not see how Terrible news from the mailbox today Another sign that you are going away So try and drown all of your fears When the time has come you know it's for real I thought I was good I thought I was pure I wish I had more Time to be sure You can get over thi